[Loki wasn't the first long-lived friend of Magnus's to caution him about this course. He won't be the first to look at him askance for using the word "love" to talk about his involvement with a mortal man, either. But there isn't another word for it. Magnus knows, better than anyone, the pain he'll experience at the end of Alec's life, he'd walked into it with his eyes open.]
Alexander is worth it. ...at least, that's what I've been having to tell myself, since giving away my magic. It's been...ugh, it's terrible. I'm not myself anymore.
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[Loki wasn't the first long-lived friend of Magnus's to caution him about this course. He won't be the first to look at him askance for using the word "love" to talk about his involvement with a mortal man, either. But there isn't another word for it. Magnus knows, better than anyone, the pain he'll experience at the end of Alec's life, he'd walked into it with his eyes open.]
Alexander is worth it. ...at least, that's what I've been having to tell myself, since giving away my magic. It's been...ugh, it's terrible. I'm not myself anymore.